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'He didn't will me no thirds at all; he | educating. Some instinct warned her to left me use an' privilege for my nateral life of everything that was his'n, and all to go to Mindwell when I'm gone.'

"Do tell! He was forehanded, I declare for't!" exclaimed the deacon, both pleased and displeased; for if his wife's income was to be greater than he supposed, in case of her death before his there would be no increase to his actual possessions.

"Well, I always calc'lated you had your thirds, an' prob'ly, knowin' Ethan was free-handed, you had 'em out an' out. This makes some difference about what papers I'll have to have drawed up. Now I guess the best way is to have a agreement like this. I agree not to expect to hev an' to hold none of your property, an' you don't none of mine; but I to have the use of your'n, and you to have your livin' out o' mine. You see, you don't have no more'n your livin' out of your'n now; that's all we any of us get in this here world: 'hevin food an' raiment, let us therewith be content,' as Scripter says. You agree to this, don't ye ?"" Bewildered with the plausible phrases, ballasted by a text, unaware that even the devil can quote Scripture to serve his turn, Mrs. Gold did not see that she was putting herself entirely into the hands of this man, and meekly agreed to his arrangement. If this story were not absolutely true, I should scarce dare to invent such a character as Deacon Flint, but he was once a living man, and hesitating to condemn him utterly, being now defenseless among the dead, we can but hope for him and his like that there are purifying fires beyond this life where he may be melted and refined into the image of Him who made him a man, and gave him a long life here to develop manhood. Not till after he was gone did Mrs. Gold begin to think that he had left her to explain his arrangements to Mindwell and Sam; and instinctively she shrank from doing SO. Like many another weak woman, she hated words, particularly hard words; her life had flowed on in a gentle routine, so peacefully that she had known but one sorrow, and that was so great that, with the propensity we all have to balance accounts with Providence, she thought her trouble had been all she could bear; but there was yet reserved for her that sharp attrition of life which is so different from the calm and awful force of sorrow-so much more exasperating, so much more

avoid remonstrance by concealing from her children the contract she was about to make, and she felt, too, the uncertainty of a woman unaccustomed to business about her own clear understanding of the situation; so she satisfied herself with telling Mindwell of the near approach of her marriage.

"Oh, mother! so soon!" was all Mindwell said, though her eyes and lips spoke far more eloquently.

"Well, now the thing's settled, I don't know but what it may as well be over with. We ain't young folks, Mindwell. "Tain't as if we had quite a spell to live."

Tears stood in her eyes as she said it; a certain misgiving stole over her; just then it seemed a good thing that she could not live long.

Mindwell forced back the sob that choked her. A woman of single heart, she did not consider a second marriage sacred. For herself, she would rather have taken her children to the town farm, cold as corporative charity is, than married another man than Samuel, even if he had been dead thirty years; and she bitterly resented this default of respect to her father's memory. But her filial duty came to the rescue.

"Dear mother, I can't bear to think of it. What shall I do? what will the children say? I did hope you would take time to consider."

"It ain't real dutiful in you to take me to do, Mindwell; I'm full old to be lessoned, seems to me. As for you and the children, I don't feel no great distress. Love runs down, not up, folks say, and I don't believe you'll any of ye pine a long spell."

This weak and petulant outburst dismayed Mindwell, who had never seen her mother otherwise than gentle and pleasant; but, with the tact of a great heart, she said nothing, only put her arms about the elder woman's neck and kissed her over and over. At this Mrs. Gold began to cry, and in soothing her distress Mindwell forgot to ask any further questions, but set herself to divert both their minds from this brief and bitter outburst by inquiring what preparation her mother meant to make in the fortnight.

"I don't look to no great preparation," sighed the widow. "I have always had good clothes enough, and there's a piece of linen I wove before we come here that

'll do for all I want. I suppose I had | corner cupboards were set open to display ought to have a new gown to be married the old china and glass that filled them; in. When I was married to Ethan, I had there was a "bow-pot" of great red peoa white dimity gown and a blue levan- nies, abundant and riotous with color tine petticoat; and if he didn't fetch me a and fatness, set under the chimney in the big bunch of sand-violets-they was blos- well-whited fire-place; and a few late roses somin' then-for to match my eyes and my glowed in a blue china jar on the high skirt, he said; but that's past and gone, as mantel-piece. On a square table with a the hymn-book says. I do want to have leaf lay a legal paper, that Sam was readone good gown, Mindwell; and now I'm a ing, with his hands supporting his head, little along in years, I guess I'll have a as if it was hard to understand the docudark one. T'other night, when we was ment. up to Squire Barnes's to tea, Miss Barnes was telling about a piece of plum-colored paduasoy Mr. Battle bought in Har'ford for 'Lecty's weddin' gown, and she wouldn't hev it. She said 'twasn't lively enough, and so she's set her mind on a blue levantine; but I should think the plum-color would become me real well."

So the plum-colored silk was bought; and arrayed in its simple folds, with a new worked collar and a white satin bow, the widow Gold was dressed for her second wedding.

Did she think, as she looked into her oval mirror that morning, what a different vision was this quiet, elderly, sober woman, in decent but not festal garments, from the smiling, blushing, blue-eyed creature, in her spotless dimity gown opening over a blue petticoat, and clasped at the throat with a bunch of still bluer violets? What does a woman think who is married the second time? A man is satisfied that now his house will be kept once more, his clothes mended, his whims humored, his table spread to his taste, and his children looked after. If it is needful, he can marry six wives, one after the other. They are a domestic necessity. The Lord himself says it is not good for man to be alone; but it is quite another thing for the woman. Such a relation is not a movable feast to her; it is once for all; and if circumstance or pique betray her into this faithlessness, what does she think of herself when it becomes inevitable?

The widow Gold did not tell. She was paler when she turned from the glass than when she looked into it, and she trembled as she went down stairs to sign the papers before Parson Roberts should arrive.

The best parlor was opened to-day. The high-backed chairs with old brocade cushions that had belonged to Sam Pratt's grandmother were ranged along the wall like a row of stiff ghosts; the

The deacon, in his Sunday garments, was looking at him askance; and Mindwell, with the little girls, Ede and Sylvia, clinging to her gown, was staring out of the window, down the road-staring but not seeing, for the splendid summer day that lavished its bloom and verdure and odor on these gaunt New England hills, and hid their rude poverty with its royal mantle, was all a dim blur to the heartwrung woman.

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Mother," said Sam Pratt, raising his head, "do you know what's the sum and substance of these here papers; and do you agree to't?"

The widow glanced aside at Deacon Flint, and caught his "married eye," early as it was to use that ocular weapon. Why, yes, Samwell. I don' know but what I do," she said, slowly and rather timidly.

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"Well," said Sam, rising and pushing the paper away, "if you do, why, then you're goin' right into't, and it's right, I s'pose; but, by Jinks! I think it's the d—”

Mindwell's touch on his arm arrested. the sentence. "There's Parson Roberts, Samwell; you jest help him out of the gig, will you? He's quite lame, I see.”

Sam Pratt went, with the half-finished sentence on his lips. He was glad his wife had stopped him, on many accounts, but he did long to give Deacon Flint his own opinion of that preliminary contract.

He indulged himself for this deprivation after the stiff and somewhat melancholy wedding was over, and the staid couple had departed for Bassett in the Deacon's wagon, by freeing his mind to his wife.

"Miss Pratt, I was some riled to hev you stop me when I was a-goin' to tell the deacon what I thought about that there contrack; but I don't never stay riled with you, marm, as you'd ought to know by this time;" and Sam emphasized this state

ment with a hearty kiss. "Besides, I will own on second thoughts I was glad you did stop me, for it's no use pinchin' your fingers in a pair o' nippers; but I do say, now and here, it was the darndest piece o' swindlin' I ever see, done under a cover of law an' gospel, you may say, for the deacon had stuck in a bit of Scripter so's to salt it like. He's got the best of the bargain, I tell ye, a long sight. I'm real glad your father went and fixed that prop'ty so she has the use on't only, for she wouldn't have two cents in two years' time, if she'd had it to do with what she's a mind to."

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"I'm glad he did," said Mindwell. have felt as though mother would be better suited if she did have it to do what she liked to with: but if this was to happen, why, it's as good she is provided for: she can't want for nothing now."

"I guess she'll want for more'n money, and mabbe for that too. The paper says she's to have her livin'; now that's a wide word; folks can live on bread and water, I expect, and he can't be holden for no more than he's a mind to give."

"Oh, Sam, you don't think Deacon Flint would grudge her a good living? Why, if he is near, as folks tell he is, he's a professor of religion."

"I'd a durned sight ruther he was a practicer on't, Miss Pratt. Religion's about the best thing there is, and makin' believe it is about the wust. I b'lieve in Amasy Flint's religion jest so far forth as I hear him talk, an' not a inch further. I know he'll pinch an' shave an' spare to the outside of a cheese rind; and I haven't no great reason to think he'll do better by Mother Gold than he does by himself." Mind well turned away, full of foreboding, and Sam, following her, put his arm about her and drew her back to the settle.

"Don't worry, dear; she's made her bed, and she's got to lie on't; but after all it's the Lord who lets folks do that way, so's to show 'em, I expect, that beds ain't always meant to sleep on, but sometimes to wake folks up. We're kind of apt to lie long an' get lazy on feathers. I expect that's what's the matter with me. I'll get my husks by-and-by, I guess."

Mindwell looked up at him with all her heart in her eyes, but she said nothing, and he gave a shy laugh: their deep love for each other was a fountain shut up," | and so far no angel had rolled away the

stone and given it visible life; it was still voiceless and sleeping.

Before her wedding day was over Mrs. Flint's new life began, for Polly Morse had been sent off the night before, being the end of an even week, lest she might charge ninepence for an extra day; so her successor without wages had to lay aside her plum-colored silk, put on a calimanco petticoat and short gown, and proceed to get supper, while Polly, leaning over the half-door of the old red house which she shared with the village tailoress, exchanged pungent remarks with old Israel on the topic of the day in Bassett.

"No, they didn't make no weddin', Isr'el; there wa'n't nobody asked, nor no loaf-cake made for her; he wouldn't hear to't, noway. I'd have staid and fixed up for her to-day, but he was bound I shouldn't. As for me, I'm most amazin' glad to get hum, now I tell ye. I'd a sight ruther be in Simsbury prison for a spell, if it wa'n't for the name on't."

"Say, Polly, do you call to mind what I said three weeks back about Miss Flint comin' home? Oh, ye do, do ye? Well, I ain't nobody's fool, be I? I guess I can see through a millstone, providin' the hole's big enough, as well as the next man. I'm what ye may call mighty obsarvin', now. I can figger consider'ble well on folks, ef I can't on 'rithmetic, and I know'd jest as well when I see him rigged up in his Sabba'-day go-to-meetin's, and his nose p'inted for Colebrook, what he was up to, as though I heerd him a-askin' her to hev him."

"Well, I never did think Sarepty Gold would demean herself to have him. She's got means and a real good home, and Mindwell sets a sight by her, and so does Sam Pratt; but here she's ben an' gone an' done it. I wouldn't ha' thought it, not if th' angel Gabriel had have told me on't!"

"Guess he's in better business than goin' round with Bassett gossip, anyhow; but what was you so took back by ? Lordy! I should think you was old enough to git over bein' surprised at women-folks; them and the weather is two things I don't never calc'late on. You can't no more tell what a woman 'll do, 'specially about marryin', than you can tell which way in the road a pig 'll go; onless you work it back'ard, same as some folks tell they drive a pig, and then 'tain't reel reliable-they may go right ahead when you don't a mite expect it."

That is one thing about men, I allow, Isr'el; you can always tell which way they'll go for sartain, and that is after their own advantage, an' nobody else's, now an' forever."

"Amen! They'd be all fools, like me, if they didn't," assented the old man with a dry chuckle as he drove off his empty cart. Yet, for all his sneers and sniffs, neither Polly nor the new Mrs. Flint had a truer friend than Israel; rough as he was, satiric as a chestnut burr that shows all its prickles in open defiance, conscious of a sweet white heart within, his words only were bitter, his nature was generous, kindly, and perceptive; he had become the peripatetic satirist and philosopher that he was out of this very nature,

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savin' of meat; but it pompers up the flesh, too good livin' does, and we hev got to give an account, ye know. I don't mean to have no wicked waste laid to my account."

So she left out half the shortening from her crust, and felt ashamed to see the tough substance this economy produced. Next came the sugar question :

"We buy too much sweetenin', Sarepty. There's a kag of tree molasses down cellar. I expect it's worked some, but you jest take an' bile it up, an' stir consider❜ble saleratus into 't, an' it 'll do. I want to get along jest as reasonable as we can. Willful waste makes woful want, ye know."

Yet in his own way the deacon was greedy enough. He had the insatiable appetite that belongs to people of his figure far more often than to the stout.

"He's a real racer," said Uncle Israel, reverting to his own experience in pigs— "slab-sided an' lank. I bet you could count his ribs this minnit; and that's the

and they won't do ye no credit. I never see a man could punish vittles the way he can; but there ain't no more fat to him than there is to a hen's forehead."

Mrs. Flint was not "hungry nor hankering," as she expressed it, but a reasonable eater of plain food; but the deacon's mode of procedure was peculiar.

and free with the freedom of independent poverty to express pungently what he felt poignantly, being in his own kind and measure the "salt of the earth" to Bassett. But in spite of comment and pity, the thing was a fixed fact. Mrs. Flint's mar-kind you can feed till the day after never, ried life had begun under new auspices, and it was not a path of roses upon which she had entered. Her housekeeping had always been frugal, with the thrift that is or was characteristic of her race; but it had been abundant for the wants of her family. The viands she provided were those of the place and period, simple and primitive enough; but the great brick oven was well filled with light bread of wheat and rye both; pies of whatever material was in season, whose flaky crust and wellfilled interiors testified to her knowledge of the art; deep dishes of baked beans, jars of winter pears, pans of golden sweet apples, and cards of yellow gingerbread, with rows of snowy and puffy biscuit. Ede and Sylvia knew very well where to find crisp cookies and fat nut cakes, and pie was reiterated three times a day on Sam Pratt's table.

It was a part of her "pride of life" that she was a good housekeeper, and Mindwell had given her the widest liberty; but now the tide had changed. She soon found that Deacon Flint's parsimony extended into every detail. Her pies were first assailed:

"Sarepty, don't make them pies o' your'n so all-fired rich. They ain't good for the stomach; besides, they use up all the drippin's, and you had ought to make soap next month. Pie is good, and I think it's

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"Say, Sarepty, don't bile but a small piece o' pork with that cabbage to-day. I've got a pain to my head, an' I don't feel no appetite, an' cold pork gets eat up for supper when there ain't no need on't."

Obeying instructions, the small piece of
fat pork would be cooked, and, once at
the table, transferred bodily to the dea-
con's plate.
"Seems as though my appe-
I guess 'twas

tite had reelly come back.
a hungry headache." And the tired wo-
man had to make her dinner from cab-
bage and potatoes, seasoned with the salt
and greasy water in which they had been
cooked.

There were no amusements for her out of the house. The younger people had their berrying frolics, sleigh-rides, kitchen dances, nuttings, and the like, and their elders their huskings, apple bees, and sewing societies, but against all these the deacon set his hard face.

"It's jest as good to do your own extry chores yourself as to ask folks to come an' help. That costs more'n it comes to.

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The sewing society too was denied to poor Mrs. Flint, because they had to have tea got for them. Prayer-meetings he could not deny her, for they cost nothing, and officially he attended them. Meeting on Sunday was another outlet, when she could see friendly faces, receive kind greetings, and read in many eyes a sympathy and pity that at once pleased and exasperated her.

Another woman in her place might have had spirit or guile enough to have resisted the pressure under which she only quailed and submitted. She was one of those feeble souls to whom a hard word is like a blow, and who will bear anything and everything rather than be found fault with, and who necessarily become drudges and slaves to those with whom they live, and are despised and ill-treated simply because they are incapable of resentment. There are some persons who stand in this position not so much from want of strength as from abounding and eager affection for those whom they serve, and their suffering, when they discover how vain has been their labor and self-sacrifice, is known only to Him who was

"At once denied, betrayed, and fled

By those who shared His daily bread." But Mrs. Flint had no affection for her husband; she married him because it seemed a good thing to do, and obeyed him because he was her husband, as was the custom in those days. So she toiled on dumbly from day to day, half fed, overworked, desperately lonely, but still uncomplaining, for her constitution was naturally strong, and nerves were unrecognized then. Her only comfort was the rare visits of her children. Mindwell found it hard to leave home, but suspicious of her mother's comfort, she made every effort to see her as often as possible, and always to carry her some little present-a dozen fresh eggs, which the poor woman boiled privately, and ate between her scanty meals, a few peaches, or a little loaf of cake--small gifts, merely to demonstrate her feeling. She did not know what good purpose they served, for Mrs. Flint did not tell her daughter what she endured. She remembered too well how Mindwell had begged her to delay and consider her mar

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riage, and she would not own to her now that she had made any mistake, for Mrs. Flint had as much human nature in her composition as the rest of us; and who does like to hear even their dearest friend say, "I told you so"?

Matters went on in this way for five years, every day being a little more weary and dreary than the preceding. The plumcolored paduasoy still did duty as the Sunday gown, for none of her own money ever passed into Mrs. Flint's hands. By this time she understood fully what her antenuptial contract meant. She had her living, and no more. People could live without finery, even without warmth; a stuff gown of coarse linsey-woolsey for winter wear replaced the soft merinoes she had always bought for that purpose, and homespun linen check was serviceable in summer, though it kept her busy at flax-wheel and loom many an hour. She had outlived the early forbearances of her married life, and learned to ask, to beg, to persist in entreating for what she absolutely needed, for only in this way could she get her "living." Her only vivid pleasure was in occasional visits from Ede and Sylvia-lovely little creatures in whom their mother's beauty of character and their father's cheery, genial nature seemed to combine, and with so much of Mindwell's delicate loveliness, her sweet dark eyes contrasted with the fair hair of their father's family, that to grandmotherly eyes they seemed perfectly beautiful. For them the poor woman schemed, and toiled, and grew secretive. She hid a comb of honey sometimes, when the deacon's back was turned, and kept it for Sylvia, who loved honey like a real bee-bird; she stored up red pearmains in the parlor closet for Ede; and when Sam Pratt went into Hartford with a load of wool, and brought the children as far as Bassett to stay at Deacon Flint's overnight, the poor woman would make for them gingerbread such as they remembered, and savory cookies that they loved, though she encountered hard looks and hard words too for wasting her husband's substance on another man's children.

Ede, who had a ready memory and a fluent tongue, was the first to report to Mindwell these comments of “Grandsir Flint," as they were taught to call him.

"Oh, mother," she exclaimed, “I do think grandsir is real mean!"

"Edy, Edy, you mustn't talk so about your elders and betters."

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