...He'd lost more than a mentor. On the drive home Scott shared his feelings about Brandon with Debra. For the first time in as long as he could remember, he began to cry. When Tartikoff died, Greenhouse Networks lost more than its titular chairman. His signing...

...explain what this meant to him, to be freed of decades of anguish and suffering, to be oftered hope for the first time in as long as he could remember? He opened his mouth, but nothing came out, and in the back of his mind, the dragon cursed his inadequacy....

...shouting distance when finally Mark decided to pack it in. The night had been fun, a special kind of fun. For the first time in as long as he could remember, he was relaxed and doing what he really wanted to do. Negotiating the narrow stairs was not easy, but...

...drinking a cup of coffee, another habit besides going deeply in debt that he had picked up in the States. For the first time in as long as he could remember he could see the light at the end of the tunnel. Mironov knocked once and came in. "He's South African....

...continued to talk, the harm he did to others for his personal gain began to take a toll on his emotions and for the first time in as long as he could remember he began to cry. He sobbed almost uncontrollably at times, taking his handkerchief from his pocket and...

...to flip him the middle finger. "Yeah, I'm the immature one," Amy said. Life is good, Nate thought. For the first time in as long as he could remember, he was happy. Kinda. In the morning a brace of whaley boys came to take him to the Colonel. Amy wasn't...

...his friend alone. All night, Litvinoff watched over his friend, and all night he moved his lips. And for the first time in as long as he could remember, he did not feel useless. As morning broke, Litvinoff saw with relief that the color had returned to his...

...woman, but also the true forgiving love of Christ. Luke wished his brothers good night and went to bed. For the first time in as long as he could remember he fell asleep right away without any problem. CHAPTER 21 Luke and Julie began working on their wedding...

...avaricious) appetite for gain? Had the gods turned on him because he had softened, because he had mellowed? For the first time, in as long as he could remember, he had actually opened up his arms and asked forgiveness; and Fate, sensing that he was vulnerable, had risen...

...avaricious) appetite for gain? Had the gods turned on him because he had softened, because he had mellowed? For the first time, in as long as he could remember, he had actually opened up his arms and asked forgiveness; and Fate, sensing that he was vulnerable, had risen...