Possession of her charms, whose heart's another's. | If thy consenting heart partakes my fires, You will not find me a weak, jealous lover, By coarse reproaches, giving pain to you, And shaming my own greatness. Wounded deeply,
Yet shunning and disdaining low complaint, I come- -to tell you-
Zar. Give my trembling heart
A moment's respite
Osm. That unwilling coldness
Is the just prize of your capricious lightness; Your ready arts may spare the fruitless pains Of colouring deceit with fair pretences; I would not wish to hear your slight excuses; I cherish ignorance, to save my blushes. Osman in every trial shall remember That he is emperor. Whate'er I suffer, 'Tis due to honour that I give up you, And to my injured bosom take despair, Rather than shamefully possess you sighing, Convinced those sighs were never meant for
Osm. It is too true, my fame requires it; It is too true that I unwillingly leave you: That I at once renounce you and adoreZara!-You weep!
Zar. If I am doomed to lose you, If I must wander o'er an empty world, Unloving and unloved-Oh! yet, do justice To the afflicted-do not wrong me doubly: Punish me, if it is needful to your peace, But say not, I deserved it--This, at least, Believe for not the greatness of your soul Is truth more pure and sacred--no regret Can touch my bleeding heart, for I have lost The rank of her you raise to share your throne. I know I never ought to have been there; My fate and my defects require I lose you. But, ah! my heart was never known to Osman. May Heaven, that punishes, for ever hate me, If I regret the loss of aught but you.
Osm. Rise-rise, this means not love? Zar, Strike- -Strike me, Heaven! Osm. What is it love to force yourself to wound
The heart you wish to gladden? But I find Lovers least know themselves; for I believed, That I had taken back the power I gave you; Yet see! you did but weep, and have resumed me!
Art thou reluctant to a blessing meant me? Speak! Is it levity- -or, is it fear? Fear of a power that, but for blessing thee, Had, without joy, been painful. Is it artifice? Oh! spare the needless pains-—————Art was not made For Zara.- -Art, however innocent, Looks like deceiving- -I abhorred it ever. Zar. Alas! I have no art; not even enough To hide this love, and this distress you give me. Osm. New riddles! Speak with plainness to my soul;
What canst thou mean?
Zar. I have no power to speak it.
Osm. Is it some secret dangerous to my state? Is it some Christian plot grown ripe against me? Zar. Lives there a wretch so vile as to betray
Osman is blessed beyond the reach of fear: Fears and misfortunes threaten only Zara. Osm. Why threaten Zara?
Zar. Permit me, at your feet,
Thus trembling, to beseech a favour from you. Osm. A favour! Oh, you guide the will of Osman.
Zar. Ah! would to Heaven our duties were united,
Firm as our thoughts and wishes! But this day, But this one sad, unhappy day, permit me, Alone, and far divided from your eye, To cover my distress, lest you, too tender, Should see and share it with me-from to-mor- row,
I will not have a thought concealed from you. Osm. What strange disquiet, from what stran
Zar. If I am really blessed with Osman's love, He will not then refuse this humble prayer.
Osm. If it must be, it must.—Be pleased, my
Takes purpose from your wishes; and consent Depends not on my choice, but your decree: Go-but remember how he loves, who thus Finds a delight in pain, because you give it. Zar. It gives me more than pain, to make you feel it.
Osm. And- -can you, Zara, leave me? Zar. Alas, my lord! [Exit ZARA. Osm. [Alone.] It should be yet, methinks, too soon to fly me!
Too soon, as yet, to wrong my easy faith. The more I think, the less I can conceive, What hidden cause should raise such strange de-
Now, when her hopes have wings, and every wish Is courted to be lively! When I love, And joy and empire press her to their bosom; When not alone beloved, but even a lover: Professing and accepting; blessed and blessing; To see her eyes, through tears, shine mystic love! 'Tis madness! and I were unworthy power, To suffer longer the capricious insult! Yet, was I blameless? No-I was too rash; I have felt jealousy, and spoke it to her;
I have distrusted her-and still she loves: Generous atonement that! and 'tis my duty To expiate, by a length of soft indulgence, The transports of a rage, which still was love. Henceforth, I never will suspect her false; Nature's plain power of charming dwells about her, And innocence gives force to every word. I owe full confidence to all she looks,
For in her eyes shines truth, and every beam Shoots confirmation round her. I remarked, Even while she wept, her soul a thousand times Sprung to her lips, and longed to leap to mine, With honest, ardent utterance of her love. Who can possess a heart so low, so base, To look such tenderness, and yet have none?
Enter MELIDOR with ORASMIN.
Mel. This letter, great disposer of the world! Addressed to Zara, and in private brought, Your faithful guards this moment intercepted, And humbly offer to your sovereign eye.
Osm. Come nearer, give it me.-To Zara!Rise.
Bring it with speed-Shame on your flattering distance
[Advancing, and snatching the letter. Be honest and approach me like a subject, Who serves the prince, yet not forgets the man. Mel. One of your Christian slaves, whom late your bounty
Released from bondage, sought with heedful guile,
Unnoticed to deliver it.- -Discovered, He waits, in chains, his doom from your decree. Osm, Leave me! I tremble, as if something
Must, in the horror of so black a guilt, Find an effectual cure, and banish love. Osm. Seek her this instant-go, Orasmin, fly, Shew her this letter-bid her read and tremble: Then, in the rising horrors of her guilt, Stab her unfaithful breast, and let her die. Say, while thou strik'st- -Stay, stay, return and pity me;
I will think first a moment-Let that Christian Be strait confronted with her-Stay-I will, I will-I know not what- Would I were
Of that proud Christian, whom Jerusalem Grew loud in praising! whose half-envied virtue I wondered at myself; and felt disdain To be but equal to a Christian's greatness! And does he thank me thus? base infidel! Honest, pretending, pious, praying villain! Yet Zara is a thousand times more base, More hypocrite than he. A slave! a wretch! So low, so lost, that even the vilest labours, In which he lay condemned, could never sink him Beneath his native infamy-Did she not know What I have done, what suffered-for her sake? Oras, Could you, my gracious lord, forgive my zeal, You would-
Osm. I know it-thou art right-I'll see herI'll tax her in thy presence;-I'll upbraid herI'll let her learn-Go-find, and bring her to me. Oras. Alas, my lord! disordered as you are, What can you wish to say?
Osm. I know not, now
But I resolve to see her-lest she think Her falsehood has, perhaps, the power to grieve
Oras. Believe me, sir, your threatenings, your complaints,
What will they all produce, but Zara's tears To quench this fancied anger! Your lost heart, Seduced against itself, will search but reasons To justify the guilt, which gives it pain: Rather conceal from Zara this discovery; And let some trusty slave convey the letter, Reclosed, to her own hand-then shall you learn, Spite of her frauds, disguise, and artifice,
The firmness, or abasement of her soul.
Would you learn more, and open all my heart?
Osm. Thy counsel charms me! We'll about it Know, then, that, spite of this renewed injustice,
'Twill be some recompence, at least, to see
Her blushes when detected.
Oras. Oh, my lord!
I doubt you in the trial! for your heart
Osm. Distrust me not-my love, indeed, is weak,
But honour and disdain more strong than Zara. Here, take this fatal letter-chuse a slave, Whom yet she never saw, and who retains His tried fidelity-Dispatch-begone—
[Exit ORAS. Now, whither shall I turn my eyes and steps, The surest way to shun ber: and give time For this discovering trial?-Heaven! she's here! Enter ZARA.
So, Madam! fortune will befriend my cause, And free me from your fetters.-You are met Most aptly, to dispel a new-risen doubt, That claims the finest of your arts to gloss it. Unhappy each by other, it is time
To end our mutual pain, that both may rest: You want not generosity, but love; My pride forgotten, my obtruded throne, My favours, cares, respect, and tenderness, Touching your gratitude, provok❜d regard ; "Till, by a length of benefits besieg'd, Your heart submitted, and you thought 'twas love:
But you deceived yourself and injured me. There is, I'm told, an object more deserving Your love than Osman- -I would know his
Be just, nor trifle with my anger: tell me Now, while expiring pity struggles faint, While I have yet, perhaps, the power to pardon: Give up the bold invader of my claim, And let him die to save thee. Thou art known; Think and resolve-While I yet speak, renounce him;
While yet the thunder rolls suspended, stay it; Let thy voice charm me, and recall my soul, That turns averse, and dwells no more on Zara. Zar. Can it be Osman speaks, and speaks to Zara?
Learn, cruel! learn, that this afflicted heart, This heart, which Heaven delights to prove by tortures,
Did it not love, has pride and power to shun you. Alas! you will not know me! what have I To fear, but that unhappy love you question? That love, which only could outweigh the shame I feel, while I descend to weep my wrongs. I know not whether Heaven, that frowns upon me,
Has destined my unhappy days for yours; But, be my fate or blessed or cursed, I swear By honour, dearer even than life or love, Could Zara be but mistress of herself, She would, with cold regard, look down on kings, And, you alone excepted, fly them all.
I do not cannot wish to love you less: That, long before you looked so low as Zara, She gave her heart to Osman; yours, before Your benefits had bought her, or your eye Had thrown distinction round her; never had, Nor ever will acknowledge other lover:- And to this sacred truth, attesting Heaven, I call thy dreadful notice! If my heart Deserves reproach, 'tis for, but not from, Osman. Osm. What does she yet presume to swear sincerity!
Oh, boldness of unblushing perjury!
Had I not seen, had I not read such proof, Of her light falsehood as extinguished doubt, I could not be a man, and not believe her.
Zar. Alas, my lord! what cruel fears have seized you?
What harsh, mysterious words were those I heard? Osm. What fears should Osman feel, since
Zar. I cannot live and answer to your voice, In that reproachful tone; your angry eye Trembles with fury while you talk of love. Osm. Since Zara loves him! Zar. Is it possible
Osman should disbelieve it?-Again, again Your late-repented violence returnsAlas! what killing frowns you dart against me! Can it be kind? Can it be just to doubt me? Osm. No! I can doubt no longer-You may retire. {Exit ZAR.
Re-enter ORASMIN. Orasmin, she's perfidious, even beyond Her sex's undiscovered power of seeming; She's at the topmost point of shameless artifice; An empress at deceiving! Soft and easy, Destroying like a plague, in calm tranquillity: She's innocent, she swears-so is the fire; It shines in harmless distance, bright and plea- sing,
Consuming nothing till it first embraces. Say, hast thou chosen a slave?-Is he instructed? Haste to detect her vileness and my wrongs.
Oras. Punctual I have obeyed your whole
But have you arm'd, my lord, your injured heart, With coldness and indifference? Can you hear, All painless and unmoved, the false one's shame?
Osm. Orasmin, I adore her more than ever. Oras. My lord! my emperor! forbid it, Heaven!
Osm. I have discerned a gleam of distant hope; This hateful Christian, the light growth of France, Proud, young, vain, amorous, conceited, rash, Has misconceived some charitable glance, And judged it love in Zara: he alone, Then, has offended me. Is it her fault, If those she charms are indiscreet and daring? Zara, perhaps, expected not this letter; And I, with rashness groundless as its writer's, Took fire at my own fancy, and have wronged her.
Now hear me with attention-Soon as night Has thrown her welcome shadows o'er the pa- lace;
When this Nerestan, this ungrateful Christian, Shall lurk in expectation near our walls,
Be watchful that our guards surprise and seize him;
Then, bound in fetters, and o'erwhelmed with shame,
Conduct the daring traitor to my presence ;- But, above all, be sure you hurt not Zara; Mindful to what supreme excess I love.
On this last trial all my hopes depend; Prophet, for once thy kind assistance lend, Dispel the doubts that rack my anxious breast, If Zara's innocent, thy Osman's blest. [Exit.
Zar. Soothe me no longer with this vain desire; To a recluse like me, who dares henceforth Presume admission!--the seraglio's shut- Barred and impassable as death to time! My brother ne'er must hope to see me more:- How now ! what unknown slave accosts us here?
Mel. This letter, trusted to my hands, receive, In secret witness I am wholly yours. [ZARA reads the letter. Sel. [Aside.] Thou everlasting ruler of the world!
Shed thy wished mercy on our hopeless tears; Redeem us from the hands of hated infidels, And save my princess from the breast of Osman. Zar. I wish, my friend, the comfort of your counsel.
Sel. Retire-you shall be called-wait near- Go, leave us. [Exit MEL. Zar. Read this, and tell me what I ought to
For I would gladly hear my brother's voice. Sel. Say rather you would hear the voice of Heaven.
'Tis not your brother calls you, but your God. Zar. I know it, nor resist his awful will; Thou know'st that I have bound my soul by oath; But can I-ought I-to engage myself, My brother, and the Christians, in this danger? Sel. 'Tis not their danger that alarms your fears;
Your love speaks loudest to your shrinking soul; I know your heart of strength to hazard all, But it has let in traitors, who surrender, On poor pretence of safety:-Learn at least, To understand the weakness that deceives you: You tremble to offend your haughty lover, Whom wrongs and outrage but endear the more; Yes you are blind to Osman's cruel nature, That Tartar's fierceness, that obscures his boun-
This tyger, savage in his tenderness,
His fated, fixed impression! Zar. What reproach
Can I with justice make him? I, indeed, Have given him cause to hate me! Was not his throne, was not his temple ready? Did he not court his slave to be a queen, And have I not declined it?—I who ought To tremble, conscious of affronted power! Have not I triumphed o'er his pride and love? Seen him submit his own high will to mine, And sacrifice his wishes to my weakness?
Sel. Talk we no more of this unhappy passion: What resolution will your virtue take?
Zar. All things combine to sink me to despair: From the seraglio death alone will free me. I long to see the Christians' happy climes; Yet, in the moment, while I form that prayer, I sigh a secret wish to languish here. How sad a state is mine! my restless soul All ignorant what to do, or what to wish, My only perfect sense is that of pain. Oh, guardian Heaven! protect my brother's life, For I will meet him, and fulfil his prayer: Then, when from Solyma's unfriendly walls, His absence shall unbind his sister's tongue, Osman shall learn the secret of my birth, My faith unshaken, and my deathless love; He will approve my choice and pity me. I'll send my brother word he may expect me. Call in the faithful slave-God of my fathers! [Exit SEL,
Let thy hand save me, and thy will direct!
Enter SELIMA and MELIDOR.
Go-tell the Christian who intrusted thee, That Zara's heart is fixed, nor shrinks at danger; And that my faithful friend will, at the hour, Expect, and introduce him to his wish. Away-the sultan comes; he must not find us. [Exeunt ZARA and SELIMA. Enter OSMAN and ORASMIN. Osm. Swifter, ye hours, move on; my fury glows
Impatient, and would push the wheels of time. How now! What message dost thou bring? Speak boldly-
Courts with contempt, and threatens amidst soft- What answer gave she to the letter sent her?
Yet, cannot your neglected heart efface
Mel. She blushed and trembled, and grew pale, and paused.
Then blushed, and read it; and again grew pale; And wept and smiled, and doubted and resolved: For after all this race of varied passions,
When she had sent me out, and called me back, 'Tell him,' she cried,' who has intrusted thee,
| Is soft, as infant sleep; no breathing wing Steals through the shadows, to awaken night. Osm. Horrors a thousand times more dark than these
Benight my suffering soul-Thou dost not know
'That Zara's heart is fixed, nor shrinks at dan-To what excess of tenderness I loved her;
Leave me, thou too, Orasmin.-Leave me, life, [To ORASMIN.
For every mortal aspect moves my hate: Leave me to my distraction-I grow mad, And cannot bear the visage of a friend. Leave me to rage, despair, and shame, and wrongs!
Leave me to seek myself-and shun mankind. [Exit ORASMIN. Who am I?-Heaven! Who am I? What re-
Zara! Nerestan! sound these words like names Decreed to join?-Why pause I?-Perish Zara- Would I could tear her image from my heart! 'Twere happier not to live at all, than live Her scorn, the sport of an ungrateful false one! And sink the sovereign in a woman's property.
Orasmin !-Friend! return, I cannot bear This absence from thy reason: 'twas unkind, 'Twas cruel to obey me, thus distressed, And wanting power to think, when I had lost thee.
How goes the hour? Has he appeared, this rival? Perish the shameful sound-This villain Christian! Has he appeared below?
I knew no happiness, but what she gave me, Nor could have felt a misery but for her! Pity this weakness-mine are tears, Orasmin, That fall not oft, nor lightly.-
Oras. Tears!-Oh, Heaven!
Osm. The first that ever yet umanned my eyes! Oh! pity Zara-pity me-Orasmin, These but forerun the tears of destined blood. Oras. Oh, my unhappy lord!-I tremble for
That has so often charmed me into baseness! Oh, the perfidious hypocrite!—she goes To meet the inviting infidel!now, now, [Drawing a dagger. Revenge, stand firm, and intercept his wishes;-
The unbreathing world is hushed, as if it heard, Revenge! On whom?-No matter-Earth and
And listened to your sorrows.
Osm. Oh, treacherous night! Thou lend'st thy ready veil to every treason, And teeming mischiefs thrive beneath thy shade. Orasmin, prophet, reason, truth, and love! After such length of benefits, to wrong me! How have I over-rated, how mistaken, The merit of her beauty!-Did I not Forget I was a monarch? Did I remember That Zara was a slave?-I gave up all; Gave up tranquillity, distinction, pride, And fell the shameful victim of my love! Oras. Sir, sovereign, sultan, my imperial mas- ter!
Reflect on your own greatness,
The distant provocation.
Osm. Hark! Heard'st thou nothing?
Osm. A voice, like dying groans!
Oras. I listen, but can hear nothing.
Osm. Again!-look out-he comes
Osm. [Stabbing her.] This to thy heart-"Tis not the traitor ineets thee,
'Tis the betrayed-who writes it in thy blood. Zar. Oh, gracious Heaven! receive my parting soul,
Oras. Nor tread of mortal foot-nor voice I And take thy trembling servant to thy mercy
The still seraglio lies, profoundly plunged
Osm. Soul!-then revenge has reached thee-
In death-like silence. Nothing stirs-The air
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