CXXX. My God, permit me not to be CXXXI. Do not I love Thee, O my Lord ? Behold my heart, and see; And turn each hateful idol out, Which dares to rival Thee. Do not I love Thee from ту soul? Then let me nothing love! Dead be my heart to every joy, When Jesus cannot move. Is not thy Name melodious still To mine attentive ear? Doth not each pulse with pleasure bound My Saviour's voice to hear? Hast Thou a lamb in all thy flock, I would disdain to feed ? I fear thy cause to plead ? Would not my ardent spirit vie With angels round the throne, To execute thy sacred will, And make thy glory known? pour Would not my heart forth its blood In honour of thy Name, And challenge the cold hand of death To damp th' immortal flame? But, oh! I long to soar, And learn to love Thee more. CXXXII. A SAINT! Oh, would that I could claim Would, though it were in scorn applied, A Saint! And what imports the name Thus bandied in derision's game? “Holy, and separate from sin; “ To good, nay, even to God akin." Is such the meaning of a name, And ill might son of Adam dare A Saint! Oh! give me but some sign, Oh! for an interest in that name, How shall the name of saints be prized, CXXXIII. My stock lies dead, and no increase Doth my dull husbandry improve : O let Thy graces, without cease, Drop from above. If still the sun should hide His face, Thy house would but a dungeon prove, Thy works, nights' captives : 0 let grace Drop from above. The dew doth every morning fall; And shall the dew outstrip thy dove ? The dew, for which grass cannot call, Drops from above. Death is still working like a mole, And digs my grave at each remove: Let grace work too, and on my soul Drop from above. Sin is still hammering my heart, Unto a hardness void of love : Drop from above. O come! for Thou dost know the way; Or, if to me Thou wilt not move, Remove me where I need not say Drop from above ! CXXXIV As o'er the past my memory strays, Why heaves the secret sigh? 'Tis that I mourn departed days, Still unprepared to die. |