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Yourselves most insupportable! for whom
The winter rose must blow, the sun put on
A brighter beam in Leo; silky soft

Favonious breathe still softer, or be chid;
And other worlds send odours, sauce, and song,
And robes, and notions, fram'd in foreign looms!
O ye Lorenzos of our age! who deem

One moment unamus'd a misery
Not made for feeble man who call aloud

For every bauble drivell'd o'er by sense;
For rattles and conceits of every cast,
For change of follies, and relays of joy,
To drag your patient through the tedious length
Of a short winter's day-say, sages, say,
Wit's oracles! say, dreamers of gay dreams!
How will you weather an eternal night,
Where such expedients fail?

O treacherous conscience! while she seems to sleep On rose and myrtle, lull'd with syren song;

While she seems, nodding o'er her charge, to drop
On headlong appetite the slacken'd rein,

And give us up to licence, unrecall'd,
Unmark'd;-see, from behind her secret stand,
The sly informer minutes every fault,

And her dread diary with horror fills.

Not the gross act alone employs her pen;
She reconnoitres fancy's airy band,

A watchful foe! the formidable spy,

Listening, o'erhears the whispers of our camp:
Our dawning purposes of heart explores,
And steals our embryos of iniquity.

As all rapacious usurers conceal

Their doomsday-book from all-consuming heirs ;
Thus, with indulgence most severe, she treats
Us spendthrifts of inestimable time;
Unnoted, notes each moment misapply'd;
In leaves more durable than leaves of brass
Writes our whole history; which death shall read
In every pale delinquent's private ear;

And judgment publish; publish to more worlds
Than this; and endless age in groans resound.
Lorenzo, such that sleeper in thy breast!

Such is her slumber; and her vengeance such
For slighted counsel; such thy future peace!
And think'st thou still thou canst be wise too soon?
But why on time so lavish is my song?

On this great theme kind nature keeps a school,
To teach her sons herself. Each night we die,
Each morn are born anew:

Each day, a life!
If trifling kills;
Sure vice must butcher. O what heaps of slain
Cry out for vengeance on us! Time destroy'd
Is suicide, where more than blood is spilt.

And shall we kill each day?

Time flies, death urges, knells call, heaven invites,
Hell threatens: All exerts; in effort, all;

More than creation labours!—labours more ?
And is there in creation what, amidst

This tumult universal, wing'd dispatch,
And ardent energy, supinely yawns?

Man sleeps; and man alone; and man, whose fate,
Fate irreversible, entire, extreme,

Endless, hair-hung, breeze-shaken, o'er the gulf
A moment trembles; drops! and man, for whom
All else is in alarm! man, the sole cause

Of this surrounding storm! and yet he sleeps,
As the storm rock'd to rest.—Throw years away!
Throw empires, and be blameless.

Moments seize; Heaven's on their wing: A moment we may wish, When worlds want wealth to buy. Bid day stand still, Bid him drive back his car, and reimport

The period past, re-give the given hour.
Lorenzo, more than miracles we want;
Lorenzo-O for yesterdays to come!

Such is the language of the man awake;
His ardour such, for what oppresses thee.
And is his ardour vain, Lorenzo? No;
That more than miracle the gods indulge:
To-day is yesterday return'd; return'd
Fuil power to cancel, expiate, raise, adorn,
And reinstate us on the rock of peace.
Let it not share its predecessors fate;
Nor, like its elder sisters, die a fool.
Shall it evaporate in fume? fly off
Fuliginous, and stain us deeper still?

Shall we be poorer for the plenty pour'd?
More wretched for the clemencies of heaven?

Where shall I find him? Angels! tell me where.
You know him: He is near you: Point him out:
Shall I see glories beaming from his brow?
Or trace his footsteps by the rising flowers?
Your golden wings, now hovering o'er him, shed
Protection now, are waving in applause
To that blest son of foresight! lord of fate!
That awful independent on to-morrow!
Whose work is done; who triumphs in the past;
Whose yesterdays look backwards with a smile;
Nor, like the Parthian, wound him as they fly;
That common, but opprobrious lot! past hours,
If not by guilt, yet wound us by their flight,
If folly bounds our prospect by the grave,
All feeling of futurity benumb'd;

All god-like passion for eternals quench'd;
All relish of realities expir'd;

Renounc'd all correspondence with the skies:
Our freedom chain'd; quite wingless our desire;
In sense dark-prison'd all that ought to soar;
Prone to the centre; crawling in the dust;
Dismounted every great and glorious aim;
Embruted every faculty divine;

Heart-bury'd in the rubbish of the world.
The world, that gulf of souls, immortal souls,
Souls elevate, angelic, wing'd with fire

To reach the distant skies, and triumph there
On thrones, which shall not mourn their masters
chang'd;

Though we from earth; ethereal, they that fell.
Such veneration due, O man, to man.

Who venerate themselves, the world despise.
For what, gay friend! is this escutcheon'd world,
Which hangs out death in one eternal night;
A night, that glooms us in the noon-tide ray,
And wraps our thought, at banquets, in the shroud?
Life's little stage is a small eminence,

Inch-high the grave above; that home of man,
Where dwells the multitude: We gaze around;
We read their monuments; we sigh; and while

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We sigh, we sink; and are what we deplor'd;
Lamenting, or lamented, all our lot!

Is death at distance? No: he has been on thee,
And given sure earnest of his final blow.

Those hours that lately smil'd, where are they now ?
Pallid to thought, and ghastly! drown'd, all drown'd
In that great deep, which nothing disembogues!
And, dying, they bequeath'd thee small renown.
The rest are on the wing: how fleet their flight!
Already has the fatal train took fire;

A moment, and the world's blown up to thee;
The sun is darkness, and the stars are dust.

'Tis greatly wise to talk with our past hours;
And ask them, what report they bore to heaven;
And how they might have borne more welcome news.
Their answers form what men experience call;
If wisdom's friend, her best; if not, worst foe.
O reconcile them! Kind experience cries,

"There's nothing here, but what as nothing weighs;
"The more our joy, the more we know it vain ;
"And by success are tutor❜d to despair."
Nor is it only thus, but must be so.

Who knows not this, though gray, is still a child.
Loose then from earth the grasp of fond desire!
Weigh anchor, and some happier clime explore.
Art thou so moor'd thou canst not disengage,
Nor give thy thoughts a ply to future scenes?
Since by life's passing breath, blown up from earth,
Light as the summer's dust, we take in air
A moment's giddy flight, and fall again;
Join the dull mass, increase the trodden soil,
And sleep, till earth herself shall be no more;

Since then (as emmets, their small world o'erthrown)
We, sore amaz'd, from out earth's ruins crawl,
And rise to fate extreme of foul or fair,
As man's own choice (controuler of the skies!)
As man's despotic will, perhaps one hour,
(O how omnipotent is time!) decrees;
Should not each warning give a strong alarm?
Warning, far less than that of bosom torn
From bosom, bleeding o'er the sacred dead!
Should not cach dial strike us as we pass,
Portentous, as the written wall, which struck,

O'er midnight bowls, the proud Assyrian pale,
Ere-while high-flusht with insolence and wine?
Like that, the dial speaks; and points to thee,
Lorenzo! loth to break thy banquet up:

"O man, thy kingdom is departing from thee;
"And, while it lasts, is emptier than my shade."
Its silent language such: nor need'st thou call
Thy magi, to decypher what it means.
Know, like the Median, fate is in thy walls:
Dost ask, How? Whence? Belshazzar-like, amaz'd?
Man's make encloses the sure seeds of death;
Life feeds the murderer; ingrate! he thrives
On her own meal, and then his nurse devours.
But here, Lorenzo, the delusion lies;
That solar shadorv, as it measures life,
It life resembles too: life speeds away

From point to point, though seeming to stand still.
The cunning fugitive is swift by stealth:
Too subtle is the movement to be seen;
Yet soon man's hour is up, and we are gone.
Warnings point out our danger; gnomons, time:
As these are useless when the sun is set,

So those but when more glorious reason shines.
Reason should judge in all; in reason's eye,
That sedentary shadow travels hard.
But such our gravitation to the wrong,
So prone our hearts to whisper what we wish,
'Tis later with the wise than he's aware:
A Wilmington goes slower than the sun:
And all mankind mistake their time of day;
Ev'n age itself. Fresh hopes are hourly sown
In furrow'd brows. To gentle life's descent
We shut our eyes, and think it is a plain.
We take fair days in winter, for the spring;
And turn our blessings into bane. Since oft
Man must compute that age he cannot feel,
He scarce believes he's older for his years.
Thus, at life's latest eve, we keep in store
One disappointment sure, to crown the rest ;
The disappointment of a promis'd hour.
On this, or similar, Philander! thou

Whose mind was moral, as the preacher's tongue;

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