And take me for their fellow-citizen. More of this image, more; it lulls my thoughts. [Soft music again. Vent. I must disturb him; I can hold no longer. Ant. [Starting up.] Art thou Ventidius? Vent. I'm liker what I was than you to him 245 [Stands before him. Are you Antony? Ant. I would be private: leave me. And therefore will not leave you. Sir, I love you, Will not leave me! 250 Ant. If I said more, I think 'twere scarce a sin : You're all that's good, and godlike. Ant. You will not leave me then? All that's wretched. 'Twas too presuming 255 Vent. So soon, when I so far have come to see you. Ant. Now thou hast seen me, art thou satisfied? For, if a friend, thou hast beheld enough; And, if a foe, too much. Vent. Look, emperor, this is no common dew. I have not wept this forty year; but now My mother comes afresh into my eyes; I cannot help her softness. 260 [Weeping. 265 Ant. By heaven, he weeps! poor good old man, he weeps! The big round drops course one another down The furrows of his cheeks.-Stop 'em, Ventidius, Vent. I'll do my best. Ant. Sure there's contagion in the tears of friends : 270 See, I have caught it too. Believe me, 'tis not Vent. Emperor ! Ant. Emperor? Why, that's the style of victory; The conquering soldier, red with unfelt wounds, Salutes his general so; but never more Shall that sound reach my ears. Vent. Ant. Actium, Actium! Oh Vent. 275 I warrant you. It sits too near you. 280 Ant. Here, here it lies; a lump of lead by day, And, in my short, distracted, nightly slumbers, Vent. Out with it; give it vent. Ant. I lost a battle Vent. Urge not my shame. So has Julius done. Ant. Thou favour'st me, and speak'st not half thou think'st; For Julius fought it out, and lost it fairly: 285 But Antony Vent. Ant. Nay, stop not. Antony Well, thou wilt have it—like a coward, fled, Fled while his soldiers fought; fled first, Ventidius. I know thou cam'st prepared to rail. I did. Vent. 290 I know thy meaning. But I have lost my reason, have disgraced 295 300 The wish of nations; and the willing world Fate could not ruin me; till I took pains, And worked against my fortune, chid her from me, Ant. Vent. Why? You are too sensible already 305 310 Of what you've done, too conscious of your failings, To fury, sting yourself in mad revenge. I would bring balm, and pour it in your wounds, Vent. Ant. 315 I will. Ha, ha, ha, ha! Vent. You laugh. Ant. Give cordials to the dead. Vent. I do, to see officious love Ant. I am. Vent. I say you are not. Try your fortune. Ant. I have, to the utmost. Dost thou think me desperate, Without just cause? No, when I found all lost Beyond repair, I hid me from the world, And learnt to scorn it here; which now I do So heartily, I think it is not worth The cost of keeping. Vent. Cæsar thinks not so: He'll thank you for the gift he could not take. 325 330 Vent. I can die with you too, when time shall serve ; But fortune calls upon us now to live, To fight, to conquer. Ant. Sure thou dream'st, Ventidius. Vent. No; 'tis you dream; you sleep away your hours Up, up, for honour's sake; twelve legions wait you, I led 'em, patient both of heat and hunger, Down from the Parthian marches to the Nile. "Twill do you good to see their sun-burnt faces, 336 340 Their scarred cheeks, and chopt hands; there's virtue in 'em. They'll sell those mangled limbs at dearer rates Than yon trim bands can buy. Ant. Why didst thou mock my hopes with promised aids, To double my despair? They're mutinous. Vent. There's but one way shut up: how came I hither? My soldiers to demand a reason of My actions. Why did they refuse to march? Vent. They said they would not fight for Cleopatra. 355 Vent. They said they would not fight for Cleopatra. Why should they fight, indeed, to make her conquer, 360 And make you more a slave? to gain you kingdoms, Ant. Ventidius, I allow your tongue free license More worlds than I can lose. Vent. To whom you have intrusted humankind! 365 Behold, you Powers, 370* See Europe, Afric, Asia, put in balance, And all weighed down by one light worthless woman! Like prodigals, this nether world away To none but wasteful hands. You grow presumptuous. Ant. Vent. You may kill me ; That name, which I disdain to speak again, I needed not have sought your abject fortunes, A traitor then, a glorious happy traitor, And not have been so called. Ant. I've been too passionate. Forgive me, soldier ; 375 380 385 390 |