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on. I declare, my friend, I never felt so ashamed of myself in my whole life; and instead of replying to the insulting question of Belladonna's father, which was accompanied by a still more contemptuous glance at my feet, I stood there, growing red and pale by turns, and looking at poor Belladonna, who was burying her head in the sofa pillows, as if, like the ostrich, she fancied that by such means she could shelter herself from further attack.

"Leave my house instantly, rascal!" stormed the old gentleman, who was growing more furious every instant. "Leave my house, before I summon the authorities to lodge you in a place where I've no doubt you have often been before. Go!"

I went. I limped to the door with my one boot, utterly crushed and humiliated. The old gentleman stood at the door, determined evidently to sec me to the very extremity of the threshold. I did not utter a remonstrance. I did not even speak a farewell to Belladonna, but went down the stairs like a coward. With my hand on the hall-door my courage rose a little. I was so nearly out of the old gentleman's house that I felt almost independent again; so I turned and said a few words to him as he stood on the second stair from the bottom, looking as if he would have given worlds to kick me.

"Sir," said I, "you have wronged me. That I can pass over. Do not, however, wrong your daughter, or visit on her head punishment for which, if you had allowed me to explain, there exists no cause. I, Sir—I, Noble Sydale—"

"What name did you say?" inquired the old man with a sudden alteration in his tone.

"Noble Sydale. You have seen that I am a foreigner, but you may not know that I am an American, and a gentleman."

'. Stay—stay a moment, Sir. I have a word to say to you." So saying, he put his hand into a wide coat-pocket and pulled out a bundle of letters. "You are an American, you say: from what portion of the United States?"

"New York."

"Have you an uncle residing there?" "Yes.—Mr. Jacob Starr. Has he written to me V and my heart leaped into my mouth, as I observed him fumbling among the bundle of letters.

"Yes!" said he, "here it is. Mr.' Noble Sydale, your uncle has not written to you, but his lawyer has to me. I regret to inform you that your uncle is dead. It may alleviate the pain of such a communication, however, to tell you that he has left you property to the amount of eighty thousand dollars, a considerable portion of which has been placed to your credit in our house. You can draw on us, Mr. Sydale, whenever you please."

"Sir, Sir!" said I, without almost waiting to think, "will you have the goodness to lend me fifty franes?"

"Certainly, with very much pleasure," and he pulled out his purse, with a pleasant smile. "I will not apologize to you, Mr. Sydale, for the |

manner in which I treated you just now," he continued, giving me the money, "because you were in the wrong and deserved it; but if you will sup with us this evening, I will endeavor to banish whatever unfavorable impression I may have created. I suppose Belladonna," he added with a laugh, "will reconcile you to the shortness of the invitation."

I stammered out an acceptance, rushed out of the house, and five minutes afterward had purchased and put on a pair of the tightest patentleather boots it was possible to find.

"And do you really know," interposed Belladonna, just at this point, "they had actually red tops."

"I need not ask the conclusion of the story, Noble," said my friend, flinging his cigar into the fire as he spoke.

"No, my friend, it is here. Kiss me, Belladonna I"

THE FLIGHT OF YOUTH.

O, though all the winds that lie
In the circle of the sky
Trace him out, and pray and moan,
Each in its most plaintive tone,—
No, though earth be split with sighs,
And all the Kings that reign
Over Nature's mysteries
Be our faithfullest allies,—
All—all is vajn:
They may follow on his track,
But He never will come back—
Never again!

Youth is gone away,
Cruel, cruel youth,
Full of gentleness and ruth
Did we think him all his stay;
How had he the heart to wreak
Such a woe on us so weak,
He that was so tender-meek?
How could he be made to leam
To find pleasure in our pain?
Could he leave us to return
Never again!

Bow your heads very low,
Solemn-measured be your paces,
Gathered up in grief your faces,
Sing sad music as ye go;
In disordered handfuls strew
Strips of cypress, sprigs of rue;
In your hands be borne the bloom,
Whose long petals once and only
Look from their pale-leaved tomb
In the midnight lonely;
Let the nightshade's beaded coral
Fall in melancholy moral
Your wan brows around.
While in very scom ye fling
The amaranth upon the ground
As an unbelieved thing;
What care we for its fair talo
Of beauties that can never fail,

Glories that can never wane!
No such blooms arc on the track
He has past, who will come back
Never again!

Alas! we know not how he went,
We knew not he was going,
For had our tears once found a vent,
We' had stayed him with their flowing.
It was an earthquake, when
We awoke and found him gone,
We were miserable men,
We were hopeless, every one!
Yes, he must have gone away
In his guise of every day,
In his common dress, the same
Perfect face and perfect frame;
For in feature, for in limb,
Who could be compared to him?
Firm his step, as one who knows
He is free where'er he goes,
And withal as light of spring
As the arrow from the string;
His impassioned eye had got
Fire which the sun has not;
Silk to feci, and gold to see,
Fell his tresses full and free,
Like the morning mists that glido
Soft adown the mountain side -,
Most delicious 'twas to hear
When his voice was trilling clear
As a silver-hearted bell,
Or to follow its low swell,
When, as dreamy winds that stray-
Fainting 'mid -Eolian chords,
Inner music seemed to play
Symphony to all his words;
In his hand was poised a spear,
Deftly poised, as to appear
Resting of its proper will,—
Thus a merry hunter still,
And engarlanded with bay,
Must our Youth have gone away.
Though we half remember now,
He had borne some little while
Something mournful in his smile—
Something serious on his brow:
Gentle Heart, perhaps he knew
The cruel deed he was about to do!

Now, between us all and Him
There arc rising mountains dim,
Forests of uncounted trees,
Spaces of unmeasured seas:
Think with Him how gay of yore
We made sunshine out of shade,—
Think with Him how light we bore
All the burden sorrow laid;
I All went happily about Him,—
How shall we toil on without Him?
How without his cheering eye
Constant strength embrcathing ever?
How without Him standing by
Aiding every hard endeavour!
For when faintness or disease
Had usurped upon our knees,

If he deigned our lips to kiss
With those living lips of his,
We were lightened of our pain,
We were up and hale again:
Now, without one blessing glance
From his rose-lit countenance,
We shall die, deserted men,—
And not see him, even then!

We are cold, very cold,—

All our blood is drying old,

And a terrible heart-dearth

Reigns for us in heaven and earth:

Forth we stretch our chilly fingers

In poor effort to attain

Tepid embers, where still lingers

Some preserving warmth, in vain.

Oh! if Love, the Sister dear

Of Youth that we have lost.

Come not in swift pity here,

Come not, with a host

Of Affections, strong and kind,

To hold up our sinking mind,

If She will not, of her grace,

Take her Brother's holy place,

And be to us, at least, a part

Of what He was, in Life and Heart,

The faintness that is on our breath

Can have no other end but Death.

LOVE AND SELF-LOVE.

IT was during the very brightest days of the republic of Venice, when her power was in its prime, together with the arts which have made her, like every Italian state, celebrated all over the world—for Italy has produced in poetry and painting, and in the humbler walk of musical composition, the greatest of the world's marvels —that Paolo Zustana was charged by the Marquis di Bembo to paint several pictures to adorn his gallery. Paolo had come from Rome at the request of the Marquis, who had received a very favorable account of the young artist—he was but thirty. Paolo was handsome, of middle height, dark, and pale; he had deep black eyes, a small mouth, a finely-traced mustache, a short curling beard, and a forehead of remarkable intellectuality. There was a slight savageness in his manner, a brief, sharp way of speaking, a restlessness in his eye, which did not increase the number of his friends. But when men knew him better, and were admitted into his intimacy—a very rare occurrence—they loved him.

Then, he was generous-hearted and noble; his time, his purse, his advice, were all at their service. But his whole soul was in his art. Night and day, day and night, he seemed to think of nothing but his painting. In Rome he had been looked upon as mad, for in the day he was not content with remaining close at work in his master's studio, but at night he invariably shut himself up in an old half-ruined house, in the outskirts, where none of his friends were ever invited, and where no man ever penetrated, and no women save an old nurse, who had known him from a child. It was believed, with considerable plausability, that the artist had a picture in hand, and that he passed his night even in study. He rarely left this retreat before mid-day, and generally returned to his hermitage early, after a casual visit to his lodgings, though he could not occasionally refuse being present at large parties given by his patrons.

On arriving in Venice he resumed his former mode of life. He had an apartment at the Palace Betnho; he took his meals there, but at nightfall, when there was no grand reception, he wrapped himself in his cloak, put on his mask, and, drawing his sword-hilt close to his hand, went forth. He took a gondola until he reached a certain narrow street, and then, gliding down that, he disappeared in the gloom caused by the lofty houses. No one noticed much this mode of life; he did his duty, he was polite, affable, and respectful with his patron; he was gallant with the ladies, but no more. He did not make the slightest effort to win the affections of those around him. Now all this passed in general without much observation.

Still, there was one person whom this wildness and eccentricity of character—all that has a stamp of originality is called eccentric—caused to feel deep interest in him. The Marquis had a daughter, who at sixteen had been married, from interested motives, to the old uncle of the Doge, now dead. Clorinda was a beautiful widow of one-and-twenty, who, rich, independent, of a determined and thoughtful character, had made up her mind to marry a second time, not to please relations, but herself. From the first she noticed Paolo favorably; he received her friendly advances respectfully but coldly, and rarely stopped his work to converse. She asked for lessons to improve her slight knowledge of painting; he gave them freely, but without ever adding a single word to the necessary observations of the interview. He seemed absorbed in his art. One day Clorinda stood behind him; she had been watching him with patient attention for an hour; she now came and took up her quarters in the gallery all day, with her attendant girl, reading or painting. Paolo had not spoken one word during that hoar. Suddenly Clorinda rose and uttered the exclamation,

"How beautiful!"

"Is it not, signora?"

"Most beautiful," she returned, astonished both at the artist's manner, and the enthusiasm with which he alluded to his own creation.

"I am honored by your approval," slid Paolo, laying down his pallet and folding his arms to gaze at the picture—a Cupid and Psyehe—with actual rapture.

It was the face of the woman—of the girl, timidly impassioned and tender, filling the air around with beauty—that had struck Clorinda. With golden hair, that waved and shone in the son; with a white, small, but exquisitely-shaped forehead; with deep blue eyes, fixed with admiring love on the tormenting god; with cheeks on which lay so softly tho bloom of health that it seemed ready to fade before the breath from the

painting; with a mouth and chin moulded on some perfect Grecian statue, she thought ho had never seen any thing so divine.

"Ah!" she said, with a sigh, "you painters are dreadful enemies of woman. Who would look at reality after gazing on this glorious ideal?"

"It is reality," replied tho painter. "I paint from memory."

"Impossible! You must have combined the beauty of fifty girls in that exquisite creation."

"No!" said the artist, gravely; ''that face exists. I saw it in the mountains of Sicily. I have often painted it before: never so successfully.

"I would give the world to gaze on tho original," replied Clorinda. "I adore a beautiful woman. It is God's greatest work of art."

"It is, signora," said Paolo; and he turned away to his work.

Women bom in the climate of Italy, under her deep blue sky, and in that air that breathes of poetry, painting, musie, and love, are not guided by the same impulses and feelings as in our colder and more practical north. Clorinda did not wait for Paolo's admiration; she loved him, and every day added to her passion. His undoubted genius, his intellectual brow, his noble features and mien, had awakened her long pent-up and sleeping affections. She was herself a woman of superior mind; and had reveled in the delights of Petrarch, Dante, Ariosto, and Boccaccio. Now, she felt. How deeply, she alone knew. But Zustana remained obstinately insensible to all her charms: to her friendship, and her condescending tone, as well as to her intellect and beauty. He saw all, save her love, and admired and respected her much. But there was—at all events, at present—no germ of rising passion in his heart. t

It was not long before she began to remark his early departure from the palace, his mysterious way of going, and the fact that he never returned until the next day at early dawn, which always now saw him at his labors. The idea at once flashed across her mind that he had found in Venice some person on whom to lavish tho riches of his affection, and that he went every evening to plead his passion at her feet. Jealousy took possession of her. She spent a whole night in reflection; she turned over in her mind every supposition ; and she rose, feverish and ill. That day, pleading illness, she remained in her room, shut up with her books.

About an hour after dark, Paolo, his hat drawn over his eyes, his cloak wrapped round him, and his mask on, stepped into a gondola which awaited him, and started. Another boat lay on the opposite side of the canal, with curtains closely drawn. Scarcely had the artist's been set in motion than it followed. Paolo, who had never, since his arrival in Venice, been watched or followed, paid no attention to it. The two gondolas then moved side by side without remark, and that of Zustana stopped as usual, allowed the artist to land, and continued on its'way. A man, also wrapped in a cloak, masked, and with a hat and plumes, leaped out also from the other gondola, and, creeping close against the wall, followed him. The stranger seemed, by his gazing at the dirty walls and low shops—chiefly old clothes, rag shops, and warehouses devoted to small trades —very much surprised, but, for fear of losing the track of the other, followed cloecly.

Suddenly Zustana disappeared. The other moved rapidly forward in time to observe that he had entered a dark alley, and was ascending with heavy step a gloomy and winding staircase. The stranger followed cautiously, stepping in time with Paolo, and feeling his way with his hands. Zustana only halted when he reached the summit of the house. He then placed a key in a door —a blaze of light was seen, and he disappeared, locking the door behind him. The man stood irresolute, but only for a moment. The house was built round a square court, like a well: there was a terraced roof. Gliding noiselessly along, the stranger was in the open air; moving along like a midnight-thief he gained a position whence the windows of the rooms entered by Zustana were distinctly visible.

A groan, a sigh from the stranger, who sank behind a kind of pillar, revealed the Countess. The groan, the sigh, was occasioned by the astounding discovery she now made.

The room into which she was looking, was brilliantly lighted up, and beautifully furnished, while beyond—for Clorinda could see as plainly as if she had been in it—was a small bedroom, and near the bed sat an old woman, who was preparing to bring in a child to Zustana. Just withdrawing herself from the embrace of Zustana was a beautiful young girl, simply and elegantly dressed—the original of the Pysche which she had so much admired. Now she understood all; that look, which she had thought the consciousness of his own beautiful creation, was for the beloved original.

The child, a beautiful boy nearly a year old, was brought to Zustana to kiss. Now, all his savageness was gone; now, he stood no longer the artist, the creator, the genius of art; but the man. He smiled, he patted the babe upon the cheek, he let it clutch his fingers with its little hands, he laughed outright a rich, happy, merry, ordinary laugh; and then, turning to the enraptured mother, embraced her once more, and drew her to a table near the opened window.

"What progress to-day 1" asked the painter gayly.

"See," replied the young mother, handing him a copy-book, and speaking in the somewhat harsh dialect of a Sicilian peasant girl. "I think, at last, I can write a page pretty well."

"Excellent," continued the painter smiling. "My Eleanora is a perfect little fairy. A prettier handwriting you will not see. I need give no more lessons."

"But the reading," said the young girl, speaking like a timid scholar; "I shall never please you there."

"You always please me," exclaimed Zustana; "but you must get rid of your accent." "I will try," said Eleanora earnestly, and tak

ing up a book she began to read, with much of the imperfection of a young school-girl, but so eagerly, so prettily, with such an evident desire to please, that, as she concluded her lesson, the artist clasped her warmly to his bosom, and cried with love in his eyes and in his tone, "My wife, how I adore you!"

One summer morning a young man, with a knapsack on his back, a pair of pistols in his belt, a staff to assist him in climbing the hills and mountains, and in crossing the torrents, was standing on the brow of a hill overlooking a small but delicious plain. It was half meadow, half pasture land; here, trees; there, a winding stream, little hillocks, green and grassy plots; beyond, a lofty mountain, on which hung a sombre-tinted pine forest; the whole illumined by the joyous sun of Sicily, which flooded all nature, and spread as it were a violet and metallic vail over her. After gazing nearly half an hour at the delicious landscape, the young man moved slowly down a winding path that led to the river side. Suddenly he heard the tinkling of sheepbells, the barking of dogs, and looked around to discover whence the sound came. In a small corner of pasture-land, at no great distance from the stream, he saw the flock, and seated beneath the shadow of a huge tree, a young girl.

He advanced at once toward her, not being sure of his way.

She was a young girl of sixteen, the same delicate and exquisite creation which had so struck Clorinda on the canvas, and in the garret of Venice. The eye of the artist was delighted, the heart of the man was filled with emotion. He spoke to her: she answered timidly but sweetly. He forgot his intended question; he alluded to the beautiful country, to the delight of dwelling in such a land, to the pleasures of her calm and placid existence; he asked if he could obtain a room in that neighborhood in which to reside while he took a series of sketches. The girl listened with attention and interest for nearly half an hour, during which time he was using his pencil. She then replied that her father would gladly offer him a shelter in their small house, if he could be satisfied with very humble lodging and very humble fare. The young man accepted with many thanks, and then showed her his sketch-book.

"Holy Virgin!" she cried, as she recognized herself.

"You arc pleased," said the artist, smiling.

"Oh! it's beautiful; how can you do that with a pencil! Come quick, and show it to father!"

The young man followed her, as she slowly drove her sheep along, and soon found himself within sight of a small house with a garden, which she announced as her father's. She had the drawing in her hand, looking at it with delight. Unable to restrain her feelings, she ran forward, and, entering the house, disappeared. Zustana—of course it was he—laughed as he picked up the crook of the impetuous young shepherdess, and, aided by the faithful dog, began driving home the patient animals. In ten minutes Eleanora reappeared, accompanied by her father, her brother and sister: regular Sicilian peasants, without one atom of resemblance to this extraordinary pearl concealed from human eye in the beautiful valley of Amola. They were all, however, struck by the portrait, and received the artist with rude hospitality.

He took up his residence with them; he sought to please, and he succeeded. After a very few days he became the constant companion of Eleanora. They went out together, he to paint, she to look after her sheep—both to talk. Paolo found her totally uneducated, ignorant of every thing, unable to read or write, and narrow-minded, as all such natures must be. But, there was a foundation of sweetness, and a quickness of intellect, which demonstrated that circumstances alone had made her what she was, and Paolo loved her. . . ,

He had been a fortnight at Amola, and he had made up his mind. One beautiful morning, soon after they had taken up their usual position, he spoke.

"Eleanora, I love you, with a love that is of my life. I adore, I worship you; you are the artist's ideal of loveliness; your soul only wants culture to be as lovely as your body. Will you be my wife! Will you make my home your home, my country your country, my life your life' I am an artist; I battle for my bread, but I am already gaining riches. Speak! Will you be mine?"

"I will," replied the young girl, who had no conception of hiding her feelings of pride and joy.

"But you do not know me. I am jealous and suspicious, I am proud and sensitive. You are beautiful, you are lovely; others will dispute you with me. I would slay the Pope if he sought you; I would kill the Emperor if he offered you a gift. You are a simple peasant girl; those around me might smile at your want of town knowledge; might jeer at you for not having the accomplishments and vices of the town ladies: I should challenge the first who smiled or jeered. You must then, if you can bo mine, and will make me happy, live apart from men, for me alone; you must know of no existence but mine; you must abandon all society, all converse with your fellow-creatures. I must bo your world, your life, your whole being."

'. I will be what pleases you best," said the young girl gently.

"The picture does not alarm you?"

"Will you always love me V she asked timidly.

"While I live, my art, my idol, my goddess! Eleanora, while I breathe!"

"Do with me as you will," replied the young girl.

A month later they were married, her parents being proud indeed of the elevated position to which their daughter attained. They went in the autumn to Rome, where Paolo had prepared for his mysterious existence by means of his

faithful and attached nurse. He devoted to her every moment not directed to his art, and at once began her education systematically. He found an apt and earnest scholar, and at the time of which I speak, Eleanora was possessed of all the mental advantages to be derived from constant intercourse with a man of genius.

But Paolo Zustana, out of his home, was a changed and unhappy man; he lived in constant dread of his treasure being discovered; he saw, with secret impatience, the many defects which still existed in his beloved idol; he felt the restraint of confining her always within a suite of rooms; he longed to give her air and space; but he dreaded her being seen by powerful and unscrupulous men; he dreaded ridicule for her peasant origin and imperfect education. Hence the defects in his character.

It was on the afternoon of the next day, and Zustana, who had been giving some finishing touches to the Psyehe, was absorbed in its contemplation He held the brush in his hand, and stood back a little way, examining it with attention.

"It is beautiful! The Countess Clorinda was right," he exclaimed.

"Not nearly so beautiful as the original," replied that lady in a low tone.

"Great Heaven!" cried Paolo, turning round pale and fiercely, to start back in silent amazement.

There was Eleanora, blushing, trembling, timid, hanging a little back, and yet leaning on the arm of the Countess, who smiled a sweet sad smile of triumph,'

"Be not angry, Signor Zustana," she said; "it is all my fault. You excited my curiosity relative to the original of this picture. You said it existed. I immediately connected your mysterious absences with something which might explain all. Last night I followed you home, I saw this beautiful creature, I understood the motives of her seclusion. This day I went to see her early; I forced my way in. Half by threats, half by coaxing, I extracted the truth from her. Signor Paolo, your conduct is selfish; to savo yourself from imaginary evils you condemn this angel to a prison life; you deprive her of air and liberty—the Very life of a Sicilian girl; you prevent her from enjoying the manifold' blessings which God intended for all; you deprive us of the satisfaction of admiring a face so divine, and a mind so exquisite. But then, you will say, she is beautiful enough to excite love; she is simple enough to excite a smile. Signor Paolo, she is good enough to scorn the first word of lawless passion; she is educated enough to leam every thing that becomes a lady, and befits the wife of a man of genius, if you will but let her mix with the world. You are yourself miserable; your life is a torment. I, the friend, the confidante, the sister of this innocent, good girl, declare to you that you must change your mode of existence."

"Countess, you have conquered," cried Zus

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