ΤΟ OH! had my fate been joined with thine, To thee these early faults I owe, To thee, the wise and old reproving: They know my sins, but do not know "T was thine to break the bonds of loving. For once my soul, like thine, was pure, Perhaps his peace I could destroy, For thy dear sake I cannot hate him. Ah! since thy angel form is gone, My heart no more can rest with any; But what is sought in thee alone, Attempts, alas! to find in many. Then fare thee well, deceitful maid, "T were vain and fruitless to regret thee; Nor Hope, nor Memory yield their aid, Yet all this giddy waste of years, This tiresome round of palling pleasures; These varied loves, these matron's fears, These thoughtless strains to Passion's measures; If thou wert mine, had all been hushed: Yes, once the rural scene was sweet, And once my breast abhorred deceit, For then it beat but to adore thee. But now I seek for other joys; To think would drive my soul to madness; Yet, even in these a thought will steal, To know that thou art lost for ever. STANZAS. I WOULD I were a careless child, Or bounding o'er the dark-blue wave; Accords not with the free-born soul, Which loves the mountain's craggy side, And seeks the rocks where billows roll. Fortune! take back these cultured lands, I hate the slaves that cringe around. Place me among the rocks I love, Which sound to Ocean's wildest roar ; I ask but this again to rove Through scenes my youth hath known before. Few are my years, and yet I feel The world was ne'er designed for me; Ah! why do dark'ning shades conceal A visionary scene of bliss: I loved but those I loved are gone; Had friends my early friends are fled; How cheerless feels the heart alone, When all its former hopes are dead! Though pleasure stirs the maddening soul, How dull! to hear the voice of those Whom rank or chance, whom wealth or power, Have made, though neither friends nor foes, Associates of the festive hour. Give me again a faithful few, In years and feelings still the same, And I will fly the midnight crew, Where boist'rous joy is but a name. And woman! lovely woman, thou, This busy scene of splendid woe, Fain would I fly the haunts of men- My breast requires the sullen glen, Whose gloom may suit a darkened mind. |