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between the earnest welcome of my own peo- | en! I must say it, do you not see how she is failple and the quiet, assured possession which he and mother took of me, as if I were now all their own, I was content to rest and be thankful. Life would be dreary enough in the future, when I should go out with Harry to build upon the ruins of our lost home, for I could not bear to cast the shadow of my sadness too long over other lives. I would not hasten the time, but linger yet a while in this green spot vouchsafed by mercy.

And so a year passed away; and it was not until last evening, when Tom surprised my sad meditations over the dying fire, that I took courage to speak of other plans. It was dear little Harry's birthday eve, and his face even in sleep was flushed with the excitement of hope, and in his dreams he muttered something about a pony and Uncle Tom. So the maid told me, smiling, and I told Tom when he came in, making him laugh at the thought of the eager little fellow's pleasure.

"Yes, Helen, a big rocking-horse will be here by the time he is up to-morrow. In mercy to you I forebore when tempted by such a little Shetland pony; but next year he will be quite big enough, and then you must not say a word if I begin his equestrian education."

"But I must say a word now," I began, with a quaking heart. "Dear Tom, thank you, but you must not waste your money upon little Harry, or teach him luxurious tastes which he can never gratify. You know he has his own way to make in the world by-and-by. And now, thanks to your care and petting, I am beginning to feel strong enough to take up life again, with more gratitude than I can express to you and mother, who sheltered me in the worst time." Tom stared at me in unaffected surprise. “What can you mean ?” he said. "I thought it was all understood between us. I look upon you as my charge; upon Harry as my own boy. All that is mine is equally yours; all will be his when we are gone. Why not use it now for his good?"

"Oh, Tom-”

"Hush, Helen; I see how it is; you are afraid of me. I fear I seem dictatorial, and interfering, and intrusive; but do not think so; I will be very careful. You and you only have authority and control over the boy; but there are many times when a man's advice and watchfulness are of more avail even than the mother's. Let me be a help to you; never a rival. And remember always that whatever I have of time, or strength, or mind, or money, is entirely devoted to you and yours."

I could not keep back my tears. "Oh, Tom, I can not! it would not be right. Let me go now, before I grow any closer into this home; it will be harder by-and-by."

Tom came to the other side of the fire, and stood leaning against the mantle-piece. "Helen," he said, "it is as well to say it now, and have all clear between us. You and I are alone in the world. Mother is here now, but oh, Hel

ing? gradually melting away, as it seems to me. No outward sign of suffering or disease; but the sword pierced to her own heart also! You and I are young; we can live on through even this loss; but it was mother's death-blow. He was the dearest thing on earth to her. Yes, dear, how could it be otherwise? so noble and lovable; so much more open and sympathizing than I could ever let myself be. It was right that she should love him best. But think, Helen, when she is gone, will it not make my life almost too desolate if you and Harry are gone too? Why will you not stay? No sister could be dearer than you are to me. I love you as if you had been born my sister; and I love you better for being Will's true, sweet wife. And then I have a debt of love and gratitude to you, which I can never repay, for the kindness which has forgiven my long injustice to you. You have pardoned, but I shall never forgive myself for having deprived your young hearts of two years of happiness in so short a life."

"But, dear brother," I said, "I have learned, and so did he, to think that it was all for the best. Absence fixed our love and proved it, and what might have been open to the suspicion of being a girl and boy fancy attained full life and maturity through the little trial you gave it."

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"So I should perhaps think," he answered, 'were you destined to the ordinary course of married life, growing old together. But, in so brief a time, every day was a priceless treasure!"

"True," I said; "and every day would have been, had we lived to a green old age; but, as to the time being short, this is only a little interruption, dear Tom, to the Future of perfect love. It will seem there as but a day when it is past-there remaineth a rest together—" I stopped, for I could say no more. "You are blessed, indeed," he answered, "if you can look at it in such a way. I too have the faith, at times."

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There followed a long silence, and then I roused myself to say, 'If you wish it, brother, we will stay for the present-as long as either you or mother need me. I need not say no place is now as dear to me as this. But don't talk about yourself as if life were over for you. It is not so. You are young; you must marry.' He stood still, with a rigid look of suffering on his face. 'Never, now," he said, and drew a miniature from his breast. 'Listen, Helen, I am going to show you the face that should have been my wife's face; and when I tell you that she left me, and that losing her-and through her, all faith in women-almost ruined my soul and killed my body; and then, when I tell you that she looked like you, had your type of face and form, even your trick of manner, you will understand why I tried to warn and shield Will, lest he should be wrecked on the same quicksands where I went down."

I opened the case. "Like me! never!" Such a brilliant, flashing, glorious beauty as met

And so,

little one, you see that nobody needs you so much as I. Don't take your fine little son away from us, or put out your bright fire, and shut your sweet piano.. We have both lost our best and dearest; but we have, perhaps, a long life still before us, with many duties and some pleasures woven in between; and I think we can make shift to go down the hill together, and help each other when we stumble. At all events, I hope you understand that you and Harry are my only chance for a home, and interest, and comfort. If you leave me it will be a blank indeed."

my eye. Wavy gold, dewy violets, pearls, sap-lieve that it is exactly so with me. phires, rubies-it seemed to me as if all that was beautiful, rare, and precious in nature had met to adorn this lovely, tender, mirthful, passionate face full of blended expressions and sweet contradictions. "Was it a face to trust, as well as to love?" my first question was. "Did Will ever see her?" "Never, nor mother; and I could never tell them. It was at the South-in Charleston, fourteen years ago. We were engaged but a short time, and I could never bring myself to write to them, guarding my precious secret with a strange reserve, and wishing them to see her first. But she left me, as I said. I thought, and she thought, that she did not love me. She fell under evil influence, became fascinated, married hastily. I was too ill to know all the details. I told you it almost killed me, body | and soul. Then we came here to live, and I tried, really tried, to rescue my life from this slough of bitter memory; tried to care for some-Will! my only love! when all is over, and my body, to fall in love-at least to wish to marry and make a home, but it was all dead within me; every thing seemed dull and stagnant to me, except Will in his beautiful opening life, which I resolved should atone for the failure of mine; and I took it out in watching and perse-heaven's light cheers my eyes, when heavenly cuting you, you poor child, and in making every body miserable. And then I saw her death in the paper, and I could stand it no longer, but went back to revisit the spot and learn the fate of my only love."

"Was it that winter, Tom ?"

And thus it is settled; and I am happier that my mind is at rest. If it is indeed so-if I have many years of life before me (and for Harry's sake I ought to wish it)—then truly shall I have great strength and comfort from my dear true-hearted brother-in-law. But oh,

weary eyes can close, and my tired hands drop all these hard duties, and my lonely heartlonely without you, darling!—can stop its beating; then will it seem like but a day being past—a dark hour in a forgotten night! When

airs blow the weight from my brow, and we, hand in hand, in the land of Peace, shall feel together what it is to have gained an Everlasting Home!

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"Yes, dear; and I found her dead two months before I heard her whole history-the sad undeceiving of her married life-the dust [INNESOTA is pre-eminently the wheatand ashes of her joy. Helen, she had one little growing State of the Union. Almost the child; and she was glad when it died, rather youngest of the political sisterhood. With a setthan have it live to grow up in such a divided tlement and town history of hardly more than home, so empty of love, trust, esteem-think a decade, she now boasts of a quarter of a millof that! and of the villain who brought her to ion of inhabitants, and contributes largely to such a pass! Can I ever forgive him? But the wheat-markets of the East. Owing to the poor, poor child! when every thing failed her peculiarity of her climate and soil, she is the -when trouble and sorrow overwhelmed her-best adapted of any of the States to the raising then her heart came back to me, and she knew of this staple. Wheat is in fact almost her exwhat truth and devotion she had thrown away, clusive object of production. None farm here and mourned over my sorrow; and on her except for this. Her dry, clear, and, for the death-bed, Helen, she spoke of it all, and yearn- most part, cool atmosphere makes Minnesota ed for my pardon, and sent me this, which was the very paradise of wheat-growers. As one first painted for me. And ever since I have stands on the boundless rolling prairies of this felt as sure that she is waiting for me where all country, and looks around him on every side, losses will be repaired, as that Will is looking and sees the interminable reach of slightly unfor you to come, who were so entirely his own. dulating soil, clad with golden-rod, fire-weed, "And now you know all, Helen; and I have and a vast variety of other flowering plants intold you, so that you may believe that I shall termixed with prairie-grass, and notices the alnever change. If I could not bring myself to most utter absence of forest, and catches the the thought when life was nothing but bitter- onward rush of the fresh, cool southern breeze ness and regret, how much less when peace, that sweeps by with a voluminous force, he inand comfort, and pardon have come! It would voluntarily thinks of the wide expanse of the * not be possible. I'could no more marry than ocean, and snuffs the wind as he would the you could marry again. I see you shudder at sea-breeze itself. Wide and measureless, inthe words; they sound like blasphemy-don't deed, is the rush of these unseen steeds of the they? I know you are as truly wedded in air. You hear them approaching, with a disevery thought to Will as if he were now sitting tant, subdued murmur; you feel them pass you by your side; and I want you to see and be- on either side, uttering their breezy calls, and

lashing the atmosphere with their whistling | Mississippi, too, was compelled to contract his manes; you recoil from them-airy chargers shores and lower his face. Sand-bars became as they are-dashing at your chest, and dividing with mysterious spirit-essence about your head, threatening to carry away, Indian-fashion, your hair with the tingling scalp. If they did, nothing would be more natural, not perhaps to you, but to these primeval war-paths of the recently-departed Sioux. For this only yesterday was the delightsome land of the Dacotah, the hunting-ground of Wabasha, and the scene of Winona's love and tragical end.

But dreams and imagination can not last long in this intensely practical country, as it is to-day. You have only to cast your eye across the prairie, and you see farms yellow with the golden grain which forms the wealth of this rapidly-growing young State. The illusion fades away; civilized life, with all its rush and bustle, comes before you, and you see the farmer guiding his reaper through the standing wheat, followed by his "hands," stooping over and binding their bosomfuls of swaths. And who, although poetry suffers, can regret the change?

When one recalls the distress and poverty of the last two years, owing to disastrous seasons and blighted crops, and remembers how anxiously our Northwestern farmers have all this summer been hoping for a "fair average yield" that would place them in funds, and enable them to pay off their twelve-months' indebtedness, the sight of a broad and bountiful harvest in these fields of Minnesota comes like a vision of heaven, and every quarter-section thus ripening to the reaper is welcomed with as much joy by the spectator as the oasis in the desert, with its palm-trees and wells of water, are hailed by the thirsty, foot-sore traveler.

Like all new countries Minnesota is much subject to changes of climate, aberrations in the distribution of heat and cold, dryness and moisture, every few years apart, and these necessarily have their effect on the crops. To give an example: The writer came here in the spring of 1863. Shortly after his arrival, in April, it rained for two days-an inconstant, fine drizzle. After that it cleared off cool and bracing; and no more rain fell from that time forward till late in the fall. It absolutely did not rain one single day. Some said a few showers fell in the night; but if so, most people, and the writer among them, never saw it: Men grew at last anxious about their crops-that is, their wheat. Day after day, week after week, month after month, slipped by—and still no rain. The sky appeared to be literally of brass, so far as moisture was concerned. Meanwhile the soil got dryer and dryer; there was a sensible diminution in the quantity and luxuriance of the herbs and weeds of the valleys and prairies; many of the smaller streams became exhausted, and left hollow and arid channels, with disconsolate-looking white stones in their beds, to mark the courses they once had taken in their race to the Great River and the sea. The

numerous, and more than one new-born island awoke to an unexpected existence in his blue bosom. Never before, in the memory of the oldest inhabitant, had the stage of water in the Mississippi been so low. The larger boats were withdrawn, and their places supplied with smaller ones of light draught. But these sternwheels, small as they were, could hardly do bet-. ter; and, what with stranding on partially concealed sand-bars, and being pushed off by long oars, and other obstacles, they made sad and perilous voyages up to the "head of navigation," as St. Paul in those days was called. Of course, any thing like regularity in making trips was out of the question. Whole days would intervene, and the arrival of a steamer was like that of a message from China or the dead. St. Paul felt nervous that horrible summer; she was isolated and solitary; she sat indeed like a queen, gayly attired, and shining with youth, beauty, and wealth, but she sat widow-like, alone. Her lovers were in Milwaukie, Chicago, and St. Louis; and the terrible river which ought to have connected her by a true marriage-tie to these, although not broken, separated her almost as effectually as if it had not been there at all.

Men began to prognosticate all manner of evils; the country was slowly drying up; it was merely following in this a fixed tendency of the region. Parallels began to be drawn between the Northwest and other sections on this point. Some had read Humboldt, who declared that when the forests of a country are proportionately cut down the rivers and streams dry up and rain ceases to fall in the usual quantity. I recall a gentleman who happened that summer to stumble over an article in a back volume of Harper's Magazine on this very subject, proving the same thing by historical facts connected with the Madeira Islands and the city of Mexico.

At this period, and for a long time previous, immense quantities of lumber had been annually sawn on the head-waters of the Chippewa and St. Croix rivers, and the other tributaries of the Mississippi, which was now grown so sick, and weak, and attenuated. As men looked on the wasted countenance of the Father of Waters and noticed his ribs of sand protruding out of his breast, which in the rotundity of plump health are always concealed, and felt his faltering pulse, the enfeebled little ripples, whose pulsations crept languidly up to the shore; and as they witnessed in many instances the festering green scum which bordered his coves and retired reaches of beach, like the diseased froth and foam of one who is weary of life and wandering in his frenzied mind—they felt a strange pity for the patient, and heaved sighs of sorrow and condolence.

Such was the summer of 1863, and that of 1864 was not much better; and yet, notwithstanding all these discouraging prospects, the crop turned out a good average both years.

How, no one seemed to know; but the secret | exchanged for the "glorious summer" that was seems to have lain in the heavy dews which na- to be. But after a while men began to say to ture, like a kind and considerate mother, sent one another, "How it rains!" On the 28th to us in our need. Every morning it lay on the February there was a heavy thunder-storm: ground, clear, sparkling, and lustrous, abund- loud peals of thunder and vivid bursts of lightant in quantity, generous and fertilizing in qual-ning filled the whole heaven and lit up the black ity: like mercy, which the poet likened unto it, but to which in reverse order I take the liberty of comparing it, this supply of gentle dew was not strained; it dropped into the valleys and hills; every dawn it was there, just as the manna of the Israelites was, and every acre, like every one of that stiff-necked race, got all it needed and no more. And when the sun was up it vanished, having fulfilled its errand of mercy.

An undiscriminating stranger, coming to Minnesota that summer of 1863, would have been likely to form the settled opinion that the country was one where it seldom or never rained, as in Chili and other parts of the globe. No mistake, however, would have been greater. What would he have said had he come on in the year of grace 1867? Let us imagine him landing from the boat at any of our river towns, about the first of last May.

"The stage of water" was decently high and rising. The invalid whom we have lately seen so sick has recovered his strength and fullness of form. In a few weeks he will grow so fast as to overflow his banks, while his head-waters will burst and demolish dams and lumber-booms near St. Anthony's Falls, and carry off millions of feet of logs in their destructive course. Our traveler leaves the river and pushes inland. He finds the soil every where moist, the streams muddy and full, frequent sloughs of the veriest despond, and a cloudy sky overhead, piled up with sombre-looking reservoirs of water, discharging or threatening soon to discharge their

contents.

Despondency, weariness, and a moody sort of fretfulness appear on the faces and in the words and actions of all he meets. A long, tedious winter had just passed; trade had been dull; every one was poor; and all the farmers were in debt. A common remark, heard almost every day, was, that "If the crops fail this year the country will go up;" that is, not heavenward, but in a destructive direction. The farmers had had a light crop in 1866, owing to the blighting of the wheat, and they had hardly any thing to live upon in the winter that ensued. Many tried to borrow money on their lands, and paid two or three per cent. a month. Others could effect no loans, and run up long bills at the stores. Many felt gloomy, all felt dull. But as the winter wore slowly away, and as they went deeper and deeper into debt, both they and their creditors looked forward to the next year's harvest as the Good Fairy which was to bring them all out of their difficulties.

Now every body looked forward to the coming harvest with anxious expectation as the means by which all things were to be set right. The "winter of our discontent" was hopefully

darkness, making the night as light as day. The rain fell in torrents. This was the commencement. During April the floods came down from the north, where the snow melted, and the rivers were soon on a "rampage." It continued to rain through May, June, and into July; five days out of seven. At first nothing was thought of it; next it attracted attention; then men began to grow astonished; and lastly they became anxious and alarmed for the prospects of farming. Rain-it was nothing but rain-through most of the week. It hindered all kinds of business; it delayed the coming on of spring and warm weather; impeded travel, and kept back visitors from the State; bred a damp, melancholic kind of desperation of the future in many minds; and gave rise to the "blues" generally. Corn had to be repeatedly sown, being washed out or rotted by the wet soil. Wheat could not be sown, and it is every thing in this country to get wheat early into the ground. The rains "reigned supreme" till the middle of July.

What has all this to do with the Wheat-fields of Minnesota? the reader may possibly ask. Well, considerable. Wheat don't grow in standing water; besides that the more settlers the more wheat cultivated. So we'll go on and see how the rains affected the immigrants who came here to locate and open out farms, and woo Ceres generally. In May and early June these people came up from Iowa and Illinois in companies with their teams. It was the worldwide-renowned emigrant train: canvas-covered wagons, with the women and children piled up inside against the household stuff; half-grown boys walking now alongside, now mounted on two-year-old colts, the men seated on the backs of horses, and the cattle straggling after with more or less of attempts at herding.

The writer was in Fillmore County, in the southern part of the State, at this period. Numbers of these trains passed through Preston and Chatfield, in this county, from Dacotah and the neighboring parts of Iowa. Chatfield, one of the most beautiful towns in Minnesota, possesses that rare advantage a heavy body of timber, covering, as far as the eye can reach, the beautiful slopes of the Root River-the Hokah of the Sioux-on whose northern bank it is built. Graceful forests embosom on one side the pretty village. It was noon one day when the writer came by and saw three or four emigrant wagons, with their two dozen horses and their "mixed company," deploying through the main street.

It was a curious sight as we passed by and saw them thus pic-nicking in the grove. Hardworking fellows they were, and women toughened with toil. Health and fortitude appeared

in their faces. They were the far-famed bone rection, and you will find yourself inclosed by and sinew of the land; the founders of new its dreary strips of black loam; not a blade of States; builders of civilization on Far Western grass nor a single leaf will appear. It is a picborders. It was a picture to study. Bare- ture of desolation and vacancy; nature and footed and without coats, the boys ran hither life are in their embryo; not a glimpse can be and thither to recall vagrant cows and restore seen of their future creations. Nothing can wandering horses to their appointed limits. exceed the contrast between this and what Some ran off to the streams with pails for wa- these same fields will present a year or two ter. Rapid fragments of conversation-sud-afterward, when they stand yellow with the den jets of sparkling outcry and jests-merry harvest, an emblem of cheerfulness and prosrills of bubbling young female laughter-were perity. heard.

Where were these emigrants going? To the far western counties of Minnesota, and they will take Rochester and Owatonna on their way. It is the region of low lands and partial inundations. In a few hours they were gone. No one expected to see them again, when suddenly, a few weeks later, back they came, the same long, straggling procession of wagons, horses, and cattle, wending their way to their old homes in the South. They had got mired up near Owatonna, and the wet weather continuing, and no one having a ghost of an idea when it would cease, the dampness settled down upon their spirits, when they considered how the year was slipping by and their funds were oozing away, and they grew disheartened and returned.

Such was the character of the first half of 1867 in our State; and if the visitor of four years ago had been inclined to pronounce it an intolerably dry country, he who came here this year would have been as strongly disposed to say it was intolerably wet.

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Wheat is planted in Minnesota as early as the weather and ground will permit. In April the plow is put to the soil and the seed sown, or earlier if possible; they plow deep, and allow one and a half to two bushels of seed to the Wheat requires a dry soil and cool temperature. A good average yield is sixteen or twenty bushels to the acre, although many acres yield twenty-five or thirty bushels. By sowing early the grain has full opportunity to ripen slowly and surely; by sowing late the berry is "in the milk" when the hot, scorching days of August come, and the excessive heat blights it, drying and withering it up. In the best quality the berries are large, plump, and full.

As one goes over the country in the fall of the year he sees vast tracts of "new breaking,” where the virgin soil, black as ink, and rich almost to glutinousness, has been broken by the plow, and the soil turned bottom upward in long, dark bands or layers as far as the eye can reach. Here it is exposed for months to the wind and weather till it decomposes and becomes fit for agricultural purposes. Every year vast tracts of prairie are thus turned over, or "broken," and with the next the loam is leveled and the seed is cast in; and thus large additions are annually made to the aggregate amount of acres of wheat.

Take your stand on one of these "new breaking-pieces," and look perhaps in any di

Farms are generally 160 acres in extent-a " quarter section" being usually the quantity bought and worked. Under the Homestead Law lands are constantly taken up, the cost being a mere trifle for fees, etc. The settler is required to locate on it, put up a small house, do some fencing and "breaking," and pass a night on it at least once every six months.

Many amusing stories are told how persons of ingenious habits of mind and India-rubber consciences manage to conform to the letter, while they evade the more burdensome intents of the law. The merest apology for a house, and the least possible amount of residence and "improvements" are done. Still this dodging of the law works no serious violation of its contemplated objects. Lands are opened, destitute families are provided with a farm and means of attaining independence and prosperity, and the State is settled up. Sometimes a family is so constituted as to be able to take four quarters, or a full square mile of land. No single applicant can take out papers for more than one quarter section, and a man and his wife and young children are viewed as one party. But if he has a widowed mother and two unmarried sisters grown up living with him, each is regarded as a legal applicant; and they arrange it often thus: They select four quarter sections lying contiguous to each other, and put up a house right upon the centre where the four quarter sections touch, so that each quarter of the building stands on a different quarter section. Partitions divide the interior into rooms to correspond; and each party then fulfills his obligations to the law at one-fourth the expense he or she would otherwise incur. They are supposed to form four distinct families, dwelling apart, although practically they still form but one household as before.

These wild lands thus entered are worth about $5 per acre, and when "improved" rise to $15 or $25 according to circumstances. At the end of five years' residence Government gives a clean deed of the property. Many, however, having the means, prefer to buy the land outright at the start, paying the Government price, $1 25 per acre.

Wheat matures from about the beginning to the middle of August. The whole country then awakens from its long slothfulness. Business revives. Interest, energy, and happiness every where appear. No one who has never witnessed the dullness pervading all departments of business during the winter and spring

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